It has been a hard few years, lots of money stress, family stress, etc. I have to say, that for the first time in a long time I feel hopeful. We have a plan to pay down debt and move to more land in a few years. I really like the church we are attending and all three kids loved their classes, I even signed up to volunteer next week. Our marriage is strong, and though some days are difficult, we are happy and a team. Even facing the unknown with Haven and Ryan's mom, I know we can deal with it and we will be okay. Hope is a great feeling.