Geez, I am over so many things. I realized recently that I have become soft in my old age, that I have allowed things that I would never have allowed at 16, 18, 22....WTH is up with that? I worry all the time, I don't take any risks...any, and I allow others to impact my choices and to in turn have a negative impact on my kids.
Well, I am done with it. I decided to no longer let other people impact my life..other than Ryan and the kids that is. No more being walked on, taken advantage of, worried or scared. I am not sure how I am going to do this, but I know one thing, I was powerful in my teens and twenties. I affected the people around me, I was valuable to them and they cared about me, my life and my ideas. I made choices that were often unpopular, but well executed. I am worth more than I am getting now, and I am through feeling bad or being put down. I need to do for myself for a change, and I am not going to be afraid or worried or care if it upsets other people.
So...I am pretty sure that I am going to be pissing a lot of people off in the next few months, and I really don't give a damn anymore. This is MY life, MY family, and MY choices, and some of you just don't make the cut.
4 comments:
I. Love. This. I plan to watch carefully and start doing the same sort of things in my life. I'll cheer you on, you cheer me on. Ok?
I will support you 100% Casey! I think the first step is a powerful playlist :) I am just tired of being weak and whiny and letting the world and others have their way and always giving in...screw em, I am taking my life back and you can too :)
Yes... poweful playlist is indeed what you need. And this should be on it... one of your favorites, as I remember...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7oZ5THKdj8
E.
Yes it is E. and it is on the playlist...good memory. You really must stop and see us next time you pass through, it would be an interesting and surreal meeting.
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