Feeling better today...told you my depressions are short lived. I cried a lot yesterday and planned and talked and then cried some more. I let the frustration go and focused on the positive. The changes we have put into motion WILL be good and they WILL be positive in the next few years. It sucks now, it is hard now, but it will pay off in the long run.
Today is a quiet day. Got the new changing table washed and put in it's new home and it is perfect! Moved the Pack and Play into the Living Room and now the baby has a place to nap. Some housework needs to get done, a little work and then I am forcing myself to bed early to relax and snuggle with the hubby.
Much better today.